I used to be one of those people that would get sick of reading baby post and hated hearing about kids. I would tell people I was never going to have one and I hated when someone would ask us if we wanted one. I am not sure what happened to change my mind. All I can really say is literally..it is like one day a switch flipped on and my clock went HEYYYYY it is time lady.
I have a secret baby board on pinterest hidden away from the world, we have names for a boy/girl. (I won't share my names..sorry)We talk about all this stuff but we are not even trying yet. I have everything planned out in my head from the room to the baby shower. I know I don't get to plan it but I will be giving hints to the people planning it.
We have been married almost 4 years now and together 7. We feel like its the right time but it is such a scary step. I know we will never be fully prepared but who really is ready for this? You can prepare as much as you want and you will never be as ready as you think you are. That is what everyone is telling me.
I have a ton I have to do before I can ever start trying, medicines I have to get off of for my migraines, blood pressure and stuff. I want to lose some weight and be healthier. I never thought I would be one to think of these things but I am. Who knew!! I know the date I even plan to start trying. I literally have it all planned out...I am a little OCD about it all.
Am I the only semi-newly wed going through this?